Thursday, May 3, 2007
All rite.. Ladies And Gentlemen, AMARA SAUNCTUARY RESORT is open!! wahaha.. Well. its tough lo!! tis week i have been working double shift for 2 days.. imagine working from like 11am- 11pm lo.. wahaha.. ok la.. after tis 2 weeks.. i m sure it will stable liao.. wahaha.. hmm.. Working in a real life is tough.. very tough.. U can't anyhw behaviour.. there is bound to be someone looking at your every move... damm.. Well.. a lot of tings happen la.. haha..
Well.. i had a few dumb tings tat happen to me la.. haha.. first.. i knock into a glass panel.. wah lao.. everybody in the front lobby saw wat happen.. so damm embrassing la.. shit.. haha.. N i accidently spill champane on a guest.. wat the hell rite.. i dun know wat had happen.. someting is wrong with me.. well.. i guess i do need some rest + be more focus.. haha.. had nt really been focuing tis few days due to some incident.. hmm.. Tings related to heart problems lo.. haha.. diao.. but anyway.. its nt as fun as i though it will be anymore.. damm..
Every day i feel like i m pulling myself to work.. forcing a smile to every or any one i see.. Wth lo.. PPL joking bout u.. but i though i could jus put it aside.. but sometimes.. i do wonder.. y should i jus stand there n let other ppl say.. i dun know.. maybe is i jus dun care ba.. i jus dun wanna be lonely.. have been lonely long enough already.. dun wanna lose more friends cause i know words tat come out from my mouth will be so terrible.. i try to contol myself ba.. Mus bEar with it Bernard!!
Every smile tat i give is fake nw.. sorry to say tat.. Wats the point of working so hard when other ppl is like slacking nt doing anyting.. Ppl tink i have no eyes.. they tink tat by hiding in one side.. they could avoid.. its ok.. i dun care anymore.. Jus sick n tired of all tis..
Well.. there are also some ppl who r really helpful.. I m so happy to have tis few ppl with me.. really.. Without them.. i guess i will really cannt take it.. haha.. no la.. nt tat serious but i will no longer be happy..
hmm.. communcation is very important.. with out it.. really.. everyting will be in a mess.. huge damm mess..
Well.. i dun feel like blogging.. all my mood is spolit due to all tis.. damm.. Jus wanna say tks once again to the ppl who i feel is helpful.. haha..
nostalgia ; 11:49 PM