Monday, April 16, 2007
I dun understand myself more n more.. haha.. Tis will be a pretty emotional posting i guess.. Seriously.. someting is very wrong.. I dun know wat makes mi so passionate about doing someting.. someting gt to be done to my mentalilty.. I needed someone to gt me out.. haha.. hw? i dun know hw also.. jus wish i could be a simple guy and live my life to the fullest.. Kampong days look so gd.. yet so far to touch it.. haha.. dun know wat in the blue hell i m talking bout.. haha.. anyway.. Attachment is super tired.. i feel so weak.. haha.. even though it had been training and training and more training.. but i m jus too tired to continue.. The battery inside me is also flat.. can feel it.. a little bit like dragging myself to work everyday.. haha.. Tis is no gd.. shit.. Facing ppl i dun really wish to face.. haha.. :: i did nt know when it started, when all of the sudden, u bang in to my world, and u turn me upside down.. and finally u left jus like tat :: WAt does tis sentence means? but tis is wat i feel.. Wat can i do.. help me to get out of the withdrawal symptons.. I jus dun wanna face her again.. but gt no choice.. everywhere.. anywhere is so near.. unless different shift.. which i wanted so so much!! well.. we will see..
Anyway.. tats my alter-ego.. back to the other side of mi.. haha... today met my Restauant Manager.. his name is Iqball.. i tink its spell tis way.. wahaha.. super cute rite? haha.. Today had my evaulation of the WSQ.. Hmm.. i tink i should be able to pass it ba.. cause i know i done pretty well.. haha.. expecially the selling point of our hotel.. Dun forget guys.. i m talented in selling.. haha.. My product knowledge nt bad wan hor.. haha.. Its time i should be less tense ba.. or else i know i will be suffering wat i had suffer.. Hmm.. wat are gd anti-tense medicine.. maybe i could buy some.. i m jus too hyperactive in the sense tat getting excited over tings? haha.. Stupid me.. wat to do..
Well.. i m thinking of bloggin bout someting.. but i dun tink i wanna post it nw.. we will see wat will happen in the nex few days.. Oh ya.. I wan the graveyard shifT!! but stupid john.. wans it for his driving test.. give him lo.. but i wanna work!! see if can see any Scary stuff.. haha.. Lame i know.. but sounds fun.. i m more of a nite owl anyway.. haha.. PLS GIVE ME GRAVEYARD SHIFT!!! wahaha.. Crazy over it..
Will blog again ba.. n post more pic of my beautiful shutters restanant.. Hey ppl.. tis week 8-days had a feature of Saibon, the japanese restuant, of Amara Saunctuary Resort Sentosa!!
nostalgia ; 11:01 PM