Friday, April 20, 2007
Well.. kind of loosing myself.. tis few days.. haha.. i dun know wat i really wan.. i mean for nw.. Confuse should be the correct term for the state of mind i m in.. hmm.. wat do i really wan? i should start replanning again.. Is it true tat being a nice guy can lead u far? Y is always bad guys who win.. Well.. I m loosing my personality nw.. haha.. maybe when nex time i m reading tis posting.. i find tat i m stupid.. to write tis out.. but i m sure i m learning.. Guess i need help.. soon.. If i wanna stay in the hospilitaly line.. i guess i better recover fast.. haha.. My Hr manager once say tat i had the personality to work in this line.. he asked me nt to lose it.. well.. SOrry sir.. i m losing it.. I believe time will help me.. find out who i really is.. i always though my character was a happy go lucky guy.. hmm.. guess i m nt.. well.. forget it.. nobody will understand me.. i jus dun wan anybody to understand me.. haha.. In my own world.. Sometimes i jus wonder.. y should i jus stand there and do nothing when ppl is making fun of me.. hmm.. should i jus say back n lose a friend or should i jus listern n maybe i might make them more happy.. well.. most of the time.. i chose the second answer.. i jus dun wanna hurt another ppl's feeling. i guess i m born like tis ba.. Maybe its because i was too lonely in the past.. finding back my childhood.. haha.. guess it is.. Lonely but happy.. WTH.. haha
Things was going tat smoothly today.. was nearly late for the lecture.. well.. could nt wake up.. was nt having a gd time.. As i had expected.. a splitting headache.. hate tat.. when i woke up. the alcohol smell was still in my thoart.. which is pretty sickening.. yeah.. hate the taste.. hw i wish i could gt it out of my system.. anyway.. rush out of the house.. discover forget to bring my wallet.. damm it.. gt to go back n take.. waste my time.. As usual.. the stupid train was like so cramp.. n some bloody idiots was lying on the poles.. some ppl are so dumb lo.. if they lie on the pole.. ppl cannt hold on to it lo.. nev tink of ppl.. I should nt be racist here.. so i decided nt to say the race here.. dun wanna gt sue.. but its always the same group of ppl.. yeah.. Tat suxss.. Boring lession once again.. well.. to me nt tat boring.. cause most of the time i m in a daze.. was nt paying attention to anyting.. the spliting headache was terrible.. though dumb dumb will help me massage my head.. but she did nt.. damm it.. anyway.. she gt me a tea.. without cream.. :( haiZ.. it the heart tat counts rite? yeah.. appericate tat..
Hmm.. lets look on the bright side of life nw.. yeah man.. My alter-ego.. hmm.. wat phone should i gt?? hmm.. any suggestion?? wahaha.. should i jus gt another Sony Ericssion or Samsung or Nokia?? hmm.. or should i gt the O2 atom??? wahaha.. tink too much liao.. but i really wanna have a O2 atom leh!! wahaha.. yeah.. maybe i should gt it ah!! pamper myself!! wahaha.. The more i tink.. the more high i gt!! wahaha.. o2 leh!! I miz my regular drinking session with the ppl over @ Eski.. haiz.. I guess.. i will be meeting them soon!! wahaha.. hmm.. mum's birthday is coming up!! shit.. i dun have money leh.. hw?? what should i gt for her?? every year like buy perfume.. she also nev use.. haiz.. tink tis year i will bring my mum for a nice expensive dinner ba!! wahaha.. i dun know leh.. see hw it goes lo.. wahaha.. I know i m nt a gd son la.. but i try my best lo.. to be one.. haha..
Well.. i m lazy to post photo in the blog leh.. hmm.. i promise i will add the photos with the peacock @ my hotel!! wahaha.. where can u find peacocks roaming in the resort.. i mean in terms of roaming freely!! haha.. the babies peacocks are so cute!! haha.. too bad i dun really have a chance to take pictures of them.. i promise i will take photos of them!! wahaha..
nostalgia ; 10:54 PM
